Threadbare Dragon
Threadbare Dragon is a tribute to how childhood delight with fantasy grows and matures with age. It is actually one of the easiest songs
Composer’s Comment: I think many of us have our own equivalents of a threadbare dragon. Mine is named “Fractey” and is fat and purple and huggable, and used to have shiny rainbow wings, but the shiny rubbed off over the years, and they fell off, but a Sassafrass friend made him new green wings. This is one of the few songs I wrote at Bryn Mawr while Sassafrass was forming, though ironically it wasn’t until years later until I managed to write a good harmony arrangement for it.
Chords for guitar accompaniment:
/ G D C G / C G C D / 1st /[1. 2nd :/[2. C G CD G /
/: D G C D / C – D – :/
/: Em D C G / ” :/
/ G D C D / ” / G D C G / C D G – /
/ G D C G / C G C D / 1st /[1. 2nd :/[2. C D G – /
Lyrics
When I was young in years forgotten
I made a dragon out of cotton
Stuffed with playful dreams and gleaming polyester
But now how old and now how gray
Is my pride of yesterday
Worn by play and tattered from adventure.
The trappings of childhood have lasted all these years
And I still cry for tragedies and injured knees and happy endings.
If I tried a while could I banish all these tears,
And would life still be worth living without fantasies and childish tendings?
Threadbare dragon, I’ve kept you all this time;
You’re my firelight in winter and my sun in summertime.
Years may drag on but childhood is mine
Through my dear threadbare dragon.
But seams come loose and wings will fray
When cloth grows weaker day by day.
It’s a deadly grip that clutches you too fondly.
But as your dying thread unwinds
You’re reborn a thousand times
In pencils, paint and patient origami.
For still I hear your nostalgic song
Like evening light on something gone.
Floating with me as years grow long
Comes something right to banish wrong.
Threadbare dragon, your music stays
Though shadows grow and cotton fades.
You’ll still give me my playful ways,
My dear threadbare dragon.
My dear threadbare dragon.
Odin | Loki |
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The view from above has no start and no end, just the fields and the halls and the calls of the men and the races that rise and get slaughtered again and barely leave their mark. |
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Still the view from above has no start and no end, just the fields and the halls and the calls of the men and the races that rise and get slaughtered again and barely leave their mark. Past the stones and the ice and the oceans of gray, in the land where the frost never yields to the day, with the brutes all around you I spotted your blaze like fire in the dark. |
You banished all my ancient race to ice and stone and harsher borders, but I survived and carved my place where gods would never dare to wander Through, ’til you watched from your forbidden throne, a single eye like fire in the dark. |
In those early days I shared with no one, an Allfather’s questions I bared to no one, for none of my brothers or sons could match me, thought for thought or plan for plan. |
As borders spread I shared with no one, wars raised kings, I bowed to no one, for none among my race could match me, thought for thought or plan for plan, |
What the gods couldn’t give I could feel inside you, a fire too bright for the ice to hide you. I’d never been terrified by anyone before. |
‘Til you came down, the prayers of men made flesh before me. I’d never been terrified by anyone before. |
And when I asked to make us brothers and to share all that we were, how could anyone resist becoming part of what I thought you were? |
And when you asked to make us brothers and to share all that we were, how could anyone resist becoming you? |
But as your blood coursed through me I could feel our powers mix. My sight, your burn, my sacrifice, the fears of men, the rage of ice, my wisdom, cunning, hunger, heart, your secret plans and secret arts. |
But as your blood coursed through me I could feel our powers mix. Your sight, my burn, your sacrifice, the fears of men, the rage of ice, your wisdom, cunning, hunger, heart, your secret plans and secret arts. |
Chorus: My brother, my enemy, don’t dare say the word destiny, I offered you the best of me, you turned it into this! My traitor, oathbreaker, don’t say you had no choice! He was my son; it was your promise. There are things I can’t forgive and this is one. And though this world may burn I’ll see my justice done. |
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Where’s the brother I wanted and thought that I knew? Where’s the love and the oath that I traded with you? There was poison at work in the ice where you grew and where you should have stayed. |
My brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy. |
I gave you my family, my power, my pride, shared the food at my table, the seat at my side, so treat me like a brother and I wouldn’t be your enemy. |
My kingdom I left and chose you over all my race, so treat me like a brother and a brother I will be. |
My brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy. I realized too late what I’d taken as kin, with your plots and your smiles and the harshness within. |
You came to me for something new. Was that too much for you to handle? I opened mountain doors for you. At first you weren’t so slow to follow through. You knew we both had secrets. |
You had nothing left to gain. |
Did you never wonder what it was I plotted for? It wasn’t war. |
Where’s the brother I wanted and thought that I knew? Where’s the love and the oath that I traded with you? If you’d kept on pretending it could have stayed true, at least for me. |
At least not in those early days. It wasn’t me that changed. |
The monsters you bred were a danger to all, first the wolf that would smother the sun in its jaws, the the serpent that strangles the world in its coils, the witch as hard as death. |
My brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy. |
My brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy. These worlds are my duty to guard and protect. Your children were my enemies. I can’t make exceptions before such a threat. Your children were my enemies. Since the monsters you bred were a danger to all, first the wolf that will crush even me in its jaws; then the serpent whose poison will topple my sons; the witch who calls the hosts. |
My son and heir you banished from the kingdom you had me abandon, an island prison, not enough. You sent your faithful sons to bind him fast. With cunning and magic and lies. The first crime wasn’t mine. But you did more,dear Uncle, took my second son, my daughter too. You can’t blame me |
You know I can see what the future will be, I told you what happens if those three go free. These worlds are my duty to guard and protect, there was no other way. |
If I pay you back one for three. Don’t say there was no other way! |
And when I asked to make us brothers and to share all that we were, how could anyone resist creating what I thought we’d make the world?. |
And when you asked, and when I answered, how could anyone resist? |
Chorus: My brother, my enemy, don’t dare say the word destiny, I offered you the best of me, you turned it into this! My traitor, oathbreaker, don’t say you had no choice! He was my son; it was your promise. There are things I can’t forgive of anyone. Why did you have to do the only one? |
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The gods up above and the men below have a single sun to part the snow, and a single crime we can’t forget: you ripped him from the skies. |
My brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy. |
Your silence pretends you have cause to conceal some higher agenda you couldn’t reveal. Don’t think I can’t see jealousy transparent in your eyes! |
My brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy, my brother, my enemy. |
You made yourself my enemy. You made yourself my enemy. You gave your sacred word to me, you made yourself my enemy. |
You knew I had my reasons; it’s not my fault if you can’t see them. You gave your sacred word to me; that promise doesn’t end! |
The gods up above and the men below have a single sun to part the snow, you couldn’t stand to see a brighter fire in the dark! |
Did you forget who taught you to mix cunning with magic and lies? You knew that I was fire in the dark! |
I gave you my family, my power, my pride, shared the food at my table, the seat at my side. You sent my precious son to join the shadows in the dark. |
Was I so wrong to act as you do? And send your precious son to join my daughter in the dark? |
And when I asked, and when you answered, how could anyone forgive? |
And when you asked me to release him and to shed repentant tears, how dare you demand from me what you would not give in a thousand years? |
Chorus: My brother, my enemy, don’t dare say the word destiny, I offered you the best of me, you turned it into this! |
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You ran and you hid and you fought and you cursed and you struggled in your shackles as I watched for lonely centuries. |
You chased me, you found me, you beat me, you bound me. Shrieking in my shackles as you watched for heartless centuries. |
From my throne up above I can see you there, serene now like a child at prayer, waiting; I am waiting too. |
My captor, my enemy, my captor, my enemy. Did you never wonder what it is I’m praying to? It isn’t you! |
My riddle, monster, slaughter, whisper asker, question, answer. The sickness creeps through just as you do, poison dripping down. |
For in the deep there’s a dragon who listens. And with time we will crack every prison. And there’s a sickness that creeps through the rot that you’ve sown in the tree that deserves to come down! |
There’s a sickness, it’s true, that is spreading. And there’s a sin that takes root in my worlds. For every child, every man, every root, every tree, every stone, every mountain is crying to me that this life’s not worth facing, its wars and its plagues, without the comfort and sunlight that you took away, and they pray not for justice, for- giveness, or peace but for vengeance, vengeance, vengeance, vengeance! |
Dare you bind me? Time will find me. Men know, beasts know, stones know, seas know, stars know, skies know, you know, I know. Never justice, never peace, but vengeance, vengeance, vengeance, vengeance! |
My brother, my enemy, don’t dare say one more word to me! We should have had eternity, you had to make it end! Deceiver, corruptor, my prisoner, my tormenter. So, treat me like a brother and I wouldn’t be your enemy. My traitor, Oathbreaker, don’t say you had no choice! He was my son; it was your promise. There are things I can’t forgive, and this is one. And though this world will burn I’ll see my justice done! |
My brother, my enemy, don’t dare say one more word to me! We should have had eternity, you had to make it end! Deceiver; Corruptor; my captor, jailer, tormenter. Treat me like a monster and a monster I will be! My traitor, Oathbreaker, don’t say you had no choice! He was my son; it was your promise. There are things I can’t forgive, nor you and those are all that’s left of me! I’ll burn this world to see my justice done! |